It is the funniest thing- you go to law school (read: study, study, study, study some more) and graduate (read: debt!) and then you sign up for your bar exam study courses (read: more debt!) and then you study an entire quarter of a year away, await your results (read: stress!) and then you find out you passed the bar exam.
And then you have to find a job. Sure, some people have family firms to fall back on, or got one of those coveted high paying but soul sucking jobs at a Vault 100 firm, but the rest of you us are left to our own devices.
Lately, in both blogging & Twitterverse, I’ve been hearing the rumblings. Graduation is fast approaching (or come & gone for the December legal beagles) the bar exam is turning into a real live thing instead of something to be pushed away for awhile longer, and hey, in case you hadn’t heard the economy is in the toilet hopefully swinging back up. Perhaps, but perhaps not. And my Internet Friends of the law school variety are panicking. As they panic of course they have well intentioned horrible, awful family & friends asking them if they have a job. A lead? A back up plan? A friend at the local coffee shop who can at least slip you a discounted cup of java while you scour the classifieds?
Those friends are also getting the same old same old replies:
“Don’t worry! You’ll find something!”
“I hear the economy is picking back up!”
“You just have to be patient!”
“The right job will come along.”
Understandably so, those same friends are annoyed seethingly angry. No one can promise that they will find a job. None of those well meaning souls has an actual lead, just platitudes & a pat on the head, and an air of “come what may.”
I know this, because I’ve been there. I’ve checked Lawcrossing and Craigslist 25+ times a day, and dry cleaned my interview suit “just in case” and practiced smiling and answering questions in the mirror until my throat hurt. I’ve carried my phone in my hand everywhere, even at night because you “never know!” when a potential employer might call, and I’ve hung my hopes on more than one job posting that fell flat.
I get it. I have sympathy. I know what it feels like to want to throttle a parent or cousin who offers chirpy positive thoughts, and what it feels like to stare at the “nice” shampoo section and wonder if you’ll ever have a job that lets you buy the good stuff again. I know what it is like to turn down a dinner invitation with a friend because you can’t pay for your share much less the transportation there or back, and I know what it feels like to turn your lights off early in an attempt to keep the electric bill down.
I also know what it feels like to dance in your jammies across your living room, hip shaking and twirling and shrieking because someone offered you a real live job. Whether that twirling comes before you even graduate or a year and a half later, I promise you that the warm wash of gratitude & happiness will feel better than any snarky comment to your family or friends.
Some of my closest, smartest friends who admire more than just about anybody (you know who you are) are still not where they want to be in their professional life. They have shown more grit and perseverance than anyone I know. I’m proud of them for not hanging up the towel, for treating their degree with respect, and maintaining a positive attitude even when times are tough. One such friend has a job interview in the near future that I just feel, in my very core, is going to pay off. I can’t wait to hear how long she danced in her jammies in her living room when they offer her the position.
In the meantime, feel free to share your tips, anger, frustration & general melancholy here. I promise not to pat you on the head.



